I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize. There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry.
I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by mental illness, or depression, or suicide. For my friends who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended.
I like to push the boundaries and to be all-inclusive but sometimes I go too far. In the world live in, I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious.
Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I’m ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better.
Thank you.